Yayness.
Mr Botak booked out today.
met him after work.
become mr blacky botak les.
heh heh.
sales today was so so..
hope tml would be better ((:
passed him his present.
hope he likes it.
you're missed!
im having a call with him now.
chatting on the phone like we haven done so for so long already.
i'm sorry, im sorry, im sorry.
anyway, bad news, my lil baby turtle passed away.
very very very tired day.
my eyes are closing,
people are rushing me off to sleep. yes mr botak!
goodnight!

someone please lend me a shoulder to lean on, cry on. anyone?
i think its been long since i ever had a shoulder to lean on )):

hello.
just ended work, bathed and did some of the paper work which i couldn't finish in the office. )):
some letters documents and etc.
quite stress with life recently.
about work, money and some other things. )):
anyway,
please allow me to torture your eyes.

yours truly. quite moody @ morning thou )):

Some of you may find him familiar.
Seen him grow from a toddler to a lil boy.
He never fails to bring laughters
and smiles to my face with all his notorious nonsenses and actions.
from the 'jie jie wo yao chi macdonald' to songs he sing and dances he entertains you with.
and all the anger and madness you would receive from him such as
playing with my shop's switches,
stealing my teddy bears and running out,
tiko-pehing,
dirtying of my furnitures with the ice cream we TREAT him with on PURPOSE.
beating and injuring our customers at times. zzz.
* i remember once, bringing him to our tampines branch and he ended up getting whack by ********* for running about and messing up the place and ended up crying.


But of cause, he receives treats and shower of dotes when he behaves
he help us serve the customers with drinks and entertaining them with funny actions,
distribute fliers to ask them to take a look.
my sweetie, cutie pie. Ah Bao ((:
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you guys must be wondering why i took so many photos with cutie pie today.
but cute lahs. here's what happened.
him: 姐姐﹐你的 handphone 有沒有 camera﹖
me: 有啊﹐ 做什麼呢﹖
him: 我要和你拍照可以嗎﹖
me: 哈哈﹗
him: 可以啦﹗我懂你很疼我的.
lols. so photo till he happy lors. ((:
that crazy fella.
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im missing you. 7 more days till you're out of that island.
i miss Mr botak )):
your smses keeps me going f0r the day. really. ((:
althou i have a tired day.
and i know you also have a tired day after the long hours of road march.

-Kailingg`-

before i'm off to work..
it's been uber long since i received morning calls from Mr Botak.
hahas. was shock upon receiving it thou.
he seems so free inside.
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These few days quite boring.
i miss my VAIO )):

i keep nagging everyday i reach home.
but mummy keep ask me look at the bright side,
now im back unite with my long abandoned acer and lenovo laptops.
its different!!
imagine the other 2 laptops ar 3 times my vaio weight.
it doesn't allow me to carry conveniently around.
i rather use my desktop -.-
big big screen somemore. LOL.
kinda not used to big screens. my vaio is only 11.5inches while this is 16inches.
i hope IMM servicing hurry up call me and inform me my vaio is ok for collection!!
conclusion: i miss vaio )':

really stressed up these few days.
this morning tried to play MIA, but failed. )):
i really hope my presence won't affect your decision.
but somehow, i did feel i affected it. -.-
you asked me to respect your decision,
i did so, but i felt kinda bad.
but i knew even i mia also no use des.
so i stopped avoiding it.
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i'm sorry if my MIA has affected your mood for the day,
caused you to skip your breakfast and the side effects.
i swear it wasn't on purpose.
just thought my absence would make the matter better for you.
im sorry x10000
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i woke up soon, then received your calls and msgs.
then i realised my mia did not work. )):
what you told me in the msg really touched me. i swear it did boy.
not long after, pulled myself out of bed and tidy up, bath,
to bank for dropping of cheques for the company,
then deposit and transfer $$.
then kfc takeaway, then back to office.
tired like siao.
had a really tired day.
tommorow, another day.

thanks for giving me time.
Somehow, i still hope my presence did not affect your decision,
how i wish i can disappear. i really do.
sorry for everything boy.
8 days and counting down.
i miss Mr Botak )):

sushi with darling huimin at ichiban(JP)

you're my darling daughter always. 5 years and counting on. ((:

you know, i'll always be there for you, no matter what,
and i know you will be there too. ((:
thanks girl <3
ilu ((:
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ok. time to save $. heh heh.
i'm telling that to myself for the number ^$%#$ times.
God Bless.
just ended call with mr botak )):

i don't wish you to hurt anyone. Neither would i want you to waste your time on me. )):

morning go bbdc.
feel uncomfortable was there alone.
i miss mr botak ((:
my evaluation got 81%.
sad sad. have to retest again )):

went imm after that. waited for school, but in the end nv go.
cause they say what exam week, no lessons.
no lessons nv give notice, lucky friend told me.
fk up bmc.
then was walking around.
got pulled in by one of the taka jewelry sales person.
den also wanted to see earrings one.
but in the end brought earrings and bracelet.
$600+ fly off again. )):
but nevermind lahs. their service good, so i dun mind. ((:
then went off to JP.
got him his thing that i go buy but no stock.
but the person called me on sunday say the thing come les.
so got for him.
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then, saw someone at jp.
i hope you're doing fine. really.
forget me ((:
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I'm talking to Mr botak on the phone now.
lols. jiayou!
but bully your cheena bunkmate lahs!
hahas. ((:

11 more days. you're missed.

舍不得---弦子
第一次你陪我坐着我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了
我舍不得可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我不爱你了
至少你记忆里的我是微笑的
亲爱的有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
我舍不得可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我走了

15th of September.
bl's market down for cleaning,
2nd floor toilet is closed from now on for renovations.
everything going bonky.
just knew about the news that Sony Vaio is calling back for all its TZ series laptops yst.
so went to the website to check the authencity of the news. its true.
they says that the 1st batch of the series has problem about the batt overheating.
so entered my serial number and i happened to be one of the laptop they're calling back for.
SUAY!
hahas. but good news is they either change a new battery for me or replace a new lappy!
actually. quite good service lahs. its great that they admit to their mistakes.
thumbs up for VAIO! ((:
but i bu she de lehs. my vaio with the blings blings.

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i miss shopping. )):
tml's my off day but Mr Botak is in tekong.
nobody to accompany to BBDC early in the morning and wait for me,
nobody to morning call me )):
nobody to accompany me go lunch,
nobody to accompany me to sch and wait for me.
nobody to accompany me go bugis.
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maybe meeting huimin tml ((:
hopefully she can make it.
everybody's studying/working.
going wisma tml. anybody's interested, leave me a sms.
going to send in my laptop back.
tml's meal on me. ((:
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11 more days and you'll be free for the few days ((:
you're missed okays.
on the 2nd days you're in, i counted the hearts.
short of 2 )):
you gave me a sweet excuse.
but, i dun care. you own me 2 ((:
im very very ti ki one.
but i appreciate all the efforts and time given in to it.
and all the blisters and numbness caused by doing it.
thanks many many.

below: photo taken on o9o8o8 1:43am @pasir ris

i'm sorry for everything caused. you're missed. )):

11o9o8, Send Alan to Tekong.


you should be honoured ((: its been donkey years i sat on a MRT.
ok here goes.
early in the morning 7am, Received a morning call from Mr Alan Tan to wake me up.
Kw ps us )):
so he came below my house to go meet his mum&dad to go tgt.
lols.
Mr Botak Tan!
Sat the MRT to Pasir Ris. But all of us read wrongly.
we are supposed to reach at 10.45 for the bus, but we missed the bus as we arrived at 11.30 =P.
but nvm, we took cab down to the SAF ferry terminal and luckily, the ferry was still there.
i lost my 'xiao bai' (cardigan) on the ferry. )):
sad right. den upon reaching, we went seperate ways.
he went dunno where, so i and his parents went excursion.
HAHAS.
den later, went to auditorium and saw him again :D
den listen the person talk talk talk, den they do swearing in, sing mari kita,
so lame lehs.
then went for lunch.
then after that, they went fall in, then go off les.


top left hand corner, the last sight i saw.

your new home for the next 2 weeks, and then, 3 months.

On the Ferry Back Home.

Suddenly, felt moody. )):
Mr Botak Tan is in Tekong Already.
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received smses from his
nag here nag there, hahas.
poor him, the officers say his hair botak already but not short enough,
so shave again.
lols. pb one.
nvm lahs. will grow back des.
then at night, received a call from him,
nag here nag there again.
hahas. dun so anti social lahs.
botak liaos still want anti social. how can.
try to get along well with your bunk mates ok!

you asked me whether i'll miss you, i'll definately do. ((:

090908,
went for BBDC evaluation early in the wee morning.
poor Kang Wei and Alan, wake up early in the morning and
waited for me below my house @9am but i reached at 9.40am. :X
sorry, make you both so early wake up just to pei me go bbdc for the 10mins i spend on the evaluation.
i scored 33% only. so funny.
they said i'm the only one who failed so happily. =P
then, went watch WALL-E.
drag them watch with me.
was quite excited cause go watch cartoon like dunno how many donkey years nv watch les.
but, BORING SHOW!
Mr Alan Tan slept in the Cinema.
After the show, i felt so stupid watching this type of movie. heh heh.
but what to do, watch already.
then,

THE DAY UP ON THE FLYER

06:30pm ((:



I'm a Camwhore ((:





After the ride, went back bl,
do settlement.
go customer house collect installment.
angry until no strength.
some more, bad hair day.

YOU'RE GOING NS IN 1 DAY'S TIME. BODAK!

hi.
someone ask me to delicate this post today to him =X.
Mr Alan Tan,
you'll be going to tekong in 2 days time.
BODAK! is what you will be going to be called soon. ((:
heh heh.
to the main topic
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thanks for all the accompanies. ((:
thanks for all the time you put in,
thanks for all the care and,
thanks for everything :D
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sorry for all the time wasted on me )):
but i enjoy the days you walked home with him,
accompany me to shopping(sorry, retail therapy :D),
and hearing me pour out my sorrows.
a thousand thank you.
i hope you can smoke less, drink less thou.
it really harms your health.
something sad happened today to you.
cheer up boy! you should be happy instead.
wait till you get your license :).


i think i'm gonna miss you when you go tekong. ((:

the tears i shed,
the cries i had,
nobody knows,
nobody cares.
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sigh...
i don't understand, what am i to you?

the way you look at me,
the way you speak to me,
the way you call my name and
the way you tell me you really need me.
j
everything has changed.
you no longer call me or sms me automatically.
i'm still waiting for your call till now.
i guess even you do, you're only worried for the cash on my hand.
days and days i sacrifice my time for you and your company.
i work so so so tiring, settling out your company and external affairs for you.
when just a tiny mistake, you'll nag like nobody's bussiness.
i don't need anything,
just a lil care and concern is as good as enough.
just even you'll going overseas, i'm always the last one to know.
did you really treat me as your gf before?
this question i ponder over day and night.
i lost sleep thinking of this question every night.
i hate pills, but i have no choice but to consume them to help me settle to sleep.
i cried, i teared for you,
but is that what i'm getting?
i dunno.
im lost, im confused.
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kailing is very sad. cheer her up somebody!

-kailingg`-

dear diary,
as time goes by,
one day after one day,
we realise that in a blink of an eye, time flies.
i know you and me won't be tgt forever.
you and i know the reason behind.
perhaps to you, i'm just someone to help you thru.
i'm awfuly trying to cope with it and doing my part.
everytime when i want to talk to you about us,
when i see you, all my courage seems to disappear.
i don't know why. and well,
now, i take one step at a time and see how things goes.


kailing@tampines branch ((:

loves&misses,
-kailingg`-